Today, I was supposed to go to school early because I needed to assist my class for their presentation. But instead of getting up early, I woke up late. The reason - Mateo decided to get up a lot earlier than us. He was already awake at 4 am and was determined to keep us up with him. I wanted to keep my eyes shut and just let andrea take care of things but she wasn't feeling well. So I ended up staying at home and not going to work at all.
Now, at the end of the day I feel kinda guilty - not for being with my family but for leaving my students on their own. Does this mean I've lost my sense of responsibility to the school? Does this mean I've lost my effectivity as a teacher? Is this a sign for me to relinquish my position and look for something else? But if that's the case, what type of work would give me enough financial benefits and yet allow me to spend time with my family?
Anyway, I haven't decided on anything final yet. I'm still hopeful that I could come up with a solution that would be beneficial for everyone - for me, for the students, and for my family.
Now, at the end of the day I feel kinda guilty - not for being with my family but for leaving my students on their own. Does this mean I've lost my sense of responsibility to the school? Does this mean I've lost my effectivity as a teacher? Is this a sign for me to relinquish my position and look for something else? But if that's the case, what type of work would give me enough financial benefits and yet allow me to spend time with my family?
Anyway, I haven't decided on anything final yet. I'm still hopeful that I could come up with a solution that would be beneficial for everyone - for me, for the students, and for my family.
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